Alicia is a copy editor, yogi, and amateur baker based in Huntington, NY. She’s been working for nymag.com since 2009; additionally, she
freelances for literary journals and small presses. Her writing on books has
been published at The Awl, The Rumpus, Paste, PANK, and other online spots.
An essay on Daphne Carr’s Pretty Hate Machine 33 1/3 book and being a Goth-inclined tween in Catholic school at Specter Magazine.
Second Talking to Translators column for The Awl.
Interview with translator of César Aira’s The Seamstress and the Wind at The Awl. The New Yorker’s Book Bench blog linked the story in their daily news roundup. Words Without Borders quoted it on its Dispatches blog.
MORE HUMAN THAN HUMAN
by Alicia Kennedy
When I start to think about a movie seriously—especially one I did not like—I have a tendency to drag myself down a particularly useless hole of thought by worrying that I read it wrong, that its problems were intentional and doing something…
by Alicia Kennedy
Before Night Falls, Julian Schnabel’s film about the life of Cuban writer Reinaldo Arenas, is a gift to my sensibilities. Taking it in feels indulgent: a writer I love portrayed by an actor (Javier Bardem) whom I’d watch read the paper, directed by the man who made …
Review of Everything Here Is the Best Thing Ever and A Common Pornography, from blog after attending reading by respective writers Justin Taylor and Kevin Sampsell.
Last night I went to HarperPerennial night at WORD bookstore in Greenpoint, Brooklyn. I overheard an employee say 80 people came out to pack the tiny basement where there were only 39 chairs (spelled out in my notebook as 6x6+3). We were there for two recently released works of dirty working-class Americana, Justin Taylor’s short story collection Everything Here Is the Best Thing Ever and Kevin Sampsell’s memoir A Common Pornography. It was a straightforward reading, with a heartfelt introduction from their editor, but it illuminated much about the writing for me to hear them read pieces aloud (as it always does). The Q&A was painless, with only one person asking them what they’re working on now (Sampsell: chapbooks for Future Tense Books; Taylor: handed in a novel manuscript a few weeks ago, an anthology of literary tattoos). I had read both books over the past two weeks and was, honestly, surprised by how original and sentimental and funny they both were, in different but complementary ways.
Taylor is someone whose posts and comments on HTMLGiant I loved, yet for some reason thought maybe his fiction would be over-the-top happy with itself in an inaccessible way. Everything Here proved me wrong over and over. Each story has layers, different roads it could travel, and his prose has poetic rhythms. It wasn’t surprising to learn he “revises by ear.”
Nobody knew Estrella’s real name was Anne. Even the ones who had been with her didn’t know. She was that good. Sometimes she almost forgot she had a real name—she was that good.
Whether the character is an anarchist, a hedge-funder, a regular lost soul, there is a youthful restlessness and slight nihilism that is palpable but never smug. The voices he brings to life are experiencing a dull terror, giving the name of the collection the air of a prayer rather than being yet another long-winded cutesy title (maybe that was how I first read it…). This became clear in the story “Tetris,” where video games, relationships, and the Bible intermingle at the end of the world. Just that brief description captures our “generation’s” collective preoccupations; the piece itself makes your heart sink.
At the reading he read “A House in Our Arms,” in which the aforementioned hedge-funder chases a not-exactly girlfriend from college and gets into a second nebulous relationship with an older gay art critic. There is sex and humor, there is desperation. There is stuff about the subway that got a lot of laughs (“Do I get on here or walk five blocks and have one less stop?”), and was all the more relevant in a bookstore you have to take the G train to get to.
Kevin Sampsell’s A Common Pornography is a memoir written in the form of memory, short pieces that feel like they were just set off by a sight or smell a moment ago but are fully formed. Its title may be jarring (and there is a tutorial on how to obscure it for public reading), but works. There is the literal pornography of innocent pubescent curiosity and the adolescent reality of sex, but mostly there is the common experience of life’s confusing vulgarity, indifference, and unpredictability.
Fatherhood and masculinity—how one becomes a man, what is a man—are basically the book’s reason for being. “I would call my son honey,” he writes, hoping to never be his own callous, creepy father. Unapologetic honesty about all the things we did in secret as kids— Sampsell made paper records with his song titles written on them, and when Reagan was shot he hoped he would die because he “craved a tragedy for everyone”—makes you cringe and go “aw” simultaneously. The openness about all the things lots of people probably haven’t done—slept with a prostitute, dealt with a disgusting family secret—make it interesting as narrative. The plain tone sometimes gets monotonous, but it brings you back in and doesn’t end with any easy redemptive flourish. It’s the porn that is life, not a classic memoir, and it’s good. And also makes you think, “A major publisher put this out?”
After the reading I browsed books and eavesdropped, and from what I gathered it seemed most people there were in publishing or critics or writers in general. The books aren’t esoteric, though: they appeal to something just under everyone’s skin.
A review of Alejandro Zambra’s second novella.
This is a review from my old blog.
Filmmaker Astra Taylor proved with 2005’s Žižek! that with the proper balance of theory and celebrity, a challenging and engaging film about philosophy can be made. Her new film Examined Life takes a step back from that documentary’s one-star focus and brings us eight philosophers giving their answer to the fundamental question of what it means to live the “examined life” prescribed by Socrates.
The question of celebrity is not entertained in this film, and so to keep an audience visually interested in a film about that which is usually written or spoken from beyond a podium, she keeps it moving at all times. Cornel West speaks from the backseat of the director’s car; Avita Ronell walks through the park; Michael Hardt rows a boat. We are able to silently bridge the philosophy and the every day as shoppers pass by Peter Singer on Fifth Avenue while he argues that buying designer shoes is immoral. Having Kwame Anthony Appiah discuss cosmopolitanism in an airport is an obvious idea, but Taylor executes it in a way that makes not engaging with his proposal for a global citizenry that finds the middle ground between universalism and cultural relativism impossible.
Though eight philosophers are featured in the film, it runs only 88 minutes. With 10 minutes to speak, each must give a simplified response to the central query, but despite this manage to present challenging concepts. Cornel West is the only exception to the 10-minute segments, and also the philosopher who speaks most broadly about the discipline’s nature, use, and application. The star of Taylor’s first film, Slavoj Žižek, speaks about ecology as ideology in a garbage dump, calling it the “new opium of the masses.” Predictably, he doesn’t quite address the matter at hand, but in doing so illustrates how philosophy’s ceaseless interrogation of all facets of life offers new approaches to our most pressing political problems.
Only Judith Butler’s segment of the film does on screen what would be truly impossible to communicate on paper. She takes a walk through San Francisco with the director’s sister, Sunaura Taylor, who is disabled. Taylor is an accomplished artist and activist, and speaks to our cultural notions of what constitutes able-bodied. By discussing the convergence of gender and disability, and how it all goes back to a conception of what the body “should” be, Butler is able to bring this around to her work in the end. She says that we have to be “re-thinking the human as a site of interdependency.” The concept of a functional interdependency arrived at through the individual’s act of living consciously (examining life) is a common thread throughout each piece in the film.
Stimulating visuals, a few certified academic celebrities, and each philosopher having space to speak to their interests combine to make Examined Life a powerful case for dragging philosophy further outside the walls of academia. And for anyone left unconvinced of the viability of such a pursuit, the final scene is a shot of Cornel West exiting the car, unable to make it across the street before being approached by fans.
This is a review from my old blog.
I stood up—the pain beginning to set in—and unpacked my mother’s chicken-and-pepper sandwich; it was stale, the pepper mushy and bitter. I turned on the lights, found my notebook, and after biting into the sandwich and staring at the blank page for a long time, wrote a poem that I titled “Love and Obstacles,” the first lines: There are walls between the world and me,/and I have to walk through them.
-”Everything”
Literature is a constant and storytelling is necessity in Aleksandar Hemon’s Love and Obstacles, a collection of interlocking stories about the growth of a nameless Bosnian writer. It begins and ends with stories that include American storytellers—Spinelli the conman and McCalister the Pulitzer winner—and between these are many Bosnians who approach the act of writing in vastly different ways—from poetry, to straight nonfiction, to aggressive notes to roommates, to film. Through it all, the protagonist is evolving, bringing the lessons from each storyteller he meets into the next experience.
The protagonist has in common with Hemon all the skeletal aspects of life—birthplace, vocation, and ultimate life as a not-quite-exiled writer in the US. This is the case in each of his books, and as in the others it takes nothing away from the work. English is Hemon’s second language and he takes no aspect of it for granted; from using words we don’t hear in ways we couldn’t have imagined to his perfect use of the oft-maligned semicolon. He often gets playful, with “atwitter,” “asparkle,” and “adrizzle” all making appearances.
“The Conductor” is the collection’s best moment. Placed between stories of the protagonist’s youth in Bosnia and his life in America, it encompasses the chronological trajectory of the collection and gives it its shape. At the beginning, the protagonist is a student of literature in Sarajevo who goes to a café to hang out with the famous poets, including the most famous of them all, Dedo. Eventually, after the war in Sarajevo when they are living in the States, they are both invited to speak on the same panel and end up sleeping in the same bed. It, like the entire book, is a gorgeous, seamless ride from youthful stupidity to wise uncertainty.
What is most refreshing is that through it all, we’re not wrestling with whether or not his Bosnian nationality is important to him, or whether Americans aren’t to be trusted, or if his father’s hatred of fiction means anything grand. There is no tossing and turning over politics or relevance, it’s just human characters, living and being portrayed in writing that is both palpable and meditative.
This is a review from my old blog. It’s quoted on the book’s page on the City Lights Books website.
Much is made of Mario Bellatin’s “mischevious” (as the New York Times put it) manner, but with the recent translation of his 1994 novella Beauty Salon, his astounding mastery of the short form is what begs to be discussed. Through just 63 pages, a singular narrative voice that is equal parts haughty and heartbroken tells of how his beauty salon has become “the Terminal,” a place where he watches over ravaged men suffering from an epidemic so that they can die off the streets.
The narrator—a fish aficionado and transvestite who frequents Japanese baths—is not given a name, and neither are the city or the sickness. This namelessness gives the book a haunting, disorienting quality that allows you to become submerged in the narrator’s stream of thoughts on his life before the Terminal, dying, and his beloved fish, all of which are rooted in an obsession with beauty.
Much of the text is consumed by the narrator’s passion for his fish, which he first bought as a means of making the salon stand out and in the hopes that they’d make clients feel refreshed. He regards them with the utmost concern even after he has given up caring for them:
The water, though, isn’t very clear anymore. It’s taken on a greenish tinge, fogging up the glass walls of the aquarium. I’ve placed this fish tank somewhat away from the guests. I don’t want their rot to reach the water; I don’t want the fish to be infected with any fungus, virus or bacteria.
They are an escape, just as the salon once was for women—and as were the jaunts in drag he and his friends enjoyed. The fish allow him to feel control over life amidst the inescapable presence of death. It is beauty, though—particularly feminine beauty—that exists throughout the text as life itself, a powerful force that cannot be exposed to the decay of the Terminal.
The beauty salon had once been dedicated to beautifying women and I wasn’t willing to sacrifice so many years of work. Which is why I never accepted anyone that wasn’t a man, regardless of how much they pleaded.
The narrator and his friends who ran the salon with him didn’t just go out to work the streets dressed in women’s clothes, but would operate the salon in sequined garb. This, he says, created a more intimate atmosphere with the clients. It is not intimacy, but lethargy that he is interested in creating now: There is nothing to idealize about men because he has known them intimately in his life. When a strained relationship with his mother is mentioned, you understand that he strives to attain and sustain feminine beauty in order to compensate for the emptiness of that relationship. Eventually he himself begins to succumb to the sickness and discusses a desire to let the current guests die and then restore the salon to its previous state and die in its glory, once again a testament to the feminine.
Throughout the book there are hints that he has fallen ill when he wonders why he can’t care for the fish in the same way, though he goes on dressing up and visiting the baths until sores appear on his cheek. As he becomes weaker and weaker he speaks about his life and imminent death with regret; the vanity that had been saturating his words has eroded.
It’s an obvious turn in this work so obsessed with death, but Bellatin doesn’t seem to know a cliché. He keeps the voice measured and tightly enclosed in the nameless world he has created to the very end, as though it’s a fish bowl.
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That questions about gender can be gorgeously rendered in such a short work so obsessed with death speaks of Bellatin’s mastery of the form, and we’re left to grumble about the paltry amount of fiction translated into English (translations of three of his stories were included in Chinese Checkers, released by Ravenna Press only in 2007). Thanks to his “unusual” personality, though, Bellatin was featured in the New York Times. Score one for non-English-language lit?
This is a review from my old blog.
The New Yorker called Nick Hornby’s latest novel Juliet, Naked “shamefully readable.” And it is. His fiction and his criticism (originally published in The Believer, now collected in three volumes) read like a conversation with someone kind and funny. There is a reason his books Fever Pitch, High Fidelity, and About a Boy were made into successful films: they’re basically movies to begin with. He specializes in writing extremely believable unremarkable characters and making their rather unremarkable adventures amusing and, above all, heartwarming. Can we fault someone for this? No. But his personal disdain for “literary fiction” is certainly cause for some eye-rolling. Were all novels as easily imagined as films as his are, there would be no cause for novels.
Juliet, Naked is High Fidelity without the edge and with the internet. A childless English couple named Annie and Duncan live in a dull, seaside town and have been together 15 years but don’t actually love one another (is this possible?). Duncan considers himself a “Croweologist,” an expert on a musician who hasn’t released an album in 20 years, and he runs a website dedicated to him. That reclusive singer-songwriter is Tucker Crowe, who now lives a quiet life in Pennsylvania with his son, and a string of children and women he hasn’t paid much attention to tie him to a past he doesn’t quite understand. Through a series of events following the release of an acoustic version of Tucker’s seminal album, Juliet (hence the book’s title), Annie and Tucker end up falling for one another. Everyone learns something. Yeah: the End.
There is some predictably good stuff in there about obsession, music, and being a fan, but all wrapped up in its neat, white middle-class bow, it isn’t much of a revelation; it’s just Hornby. That’s why his name dwarfs the title on the cover.
Review of Best European Fiction 2010, a collection of new translated fiction from Dalkey Archive edited by Aleksandar Hemon. Click the photo for a larger scan of the review as seen in the December 2009/January 2010 issue.
Review of God Says No by James Hannaham.
Is quoted both on the author’s page and the book’s page on McSweeney’s.net:
Gary Gray is a wholly American character unlike many we meet in literary fiction, written in a clear, contemporary style that has a good chuckle at our taboos. God Says No takes our cultural anxiety about homosexuality and spins it into prose that breathes, capturing a human moment with all the sadness and humor that it deserves.
Review of Me and My Friends, a collection of photos of the band the Red Hot Chili Peppers.
Review of the Latin America issue of Zoetrope: All-Story.
Was quoted in an “Of Note” post on the Words Without Borders blog:
The editors’ introduction is titled “Enter the Post-Post Boom” and in it they argue that ignorance of Latin American literature beyond Márquez fosters an inequitable and dangerous relationship between the region and the English-speaking world. They hope that the recent success of Roberto Bolaño has opened up a new interest in Latin American fiction, and conclude by noting that they simply selected stories they like in lieu of attempting to make a sweeping, grand statement about what the region’s literature is doing as a whole. By taking this approach, they are actively breaking down the essentialist understanding of Latin American letters as a homogeneous force steeped in the tradition of magical realism.
We’re moving this weekend and I couldn’t sustain the vegan thing (too active to do it without gross processed protein faux-meat or supplements—who knew?). Once we’re settled I’ll be baking my ass off (or on) and posting all about it.
Where did that week go? Right, it went to work and finding a new apartment and replacing a shattered iPhone, and probably some other stuff—a lot of quinoa, definitely.
Anyway, I had a delicious weekend—not counting the Earth Balance frosting I put on some cupcakes that was (1) disgusting and (2) made my body overheat in its attempts to make sense of its overprocessed disgusting-ness. I had bought it because it was on sale and I figured it’d be good for quick buttercream, but NO. Never again! I will make a coconut oil buttercream next time, and every time after.
Aside from that, though, it was great. I also realized I’ve not been eating nearly enough since going vegan for how much activity I do (generally, six days of Vinyasa yoga per week). It’s been a real learning process and apparently I’ve got some issues to work through regarding exercise and food. You see, I’ve never been one to obsess over my body to an insane extent; I always figured better to have some fat on me and eat what I like than be miserable and fat-less. But then I dropped a bunch of weight after practicing yoga seriously for a few months. And then I changed my diet and cut out processed anything, refined sugar, and red meat. And then I went vegan and dropped ten pounds in a month, and my body started to kind of fall apart. Because I didn’t intend to lose weight, it’s been strange. I thought I was letting anyone’s compliments move right through me, but I wasn’t. I was letting myself eat less because I didn’t want to disappoint people by “failing” at some weight loss I didn’t intentionally take on. The idea that I could not be eating enough seemed (and sort of still seems) completely implausible, because I’ve been so trained to believe that as a woman I can’t starve myself ENOUGH. But I can! And it can impede my asana practice, the best and most important part of my life. That’s also part of a problem I have with not believing an activity is actually exercising my body unless it is miserable (ahem, like running). Yet, apparently, all those chaturangas and forearm stands do actually work my muscles in a manner similar to less enjoyable and meditative activities. So, I’ve been eating every couple of hours now and am taking a whole five days off from physical activity to try to let my body catch up and repair.
Yesterday I went on a solo hike as my last bit of semi-strenuous activity, and it was gorgeous. I listened to King of Limbs and smiled at the sun and at times had to consciously contain my glee to keep from running with my arms in the air. Life is good. Thank you, unseasonably warm January.
This soup is the best. Make it.
Ingredients (for 2)
1 Large Sweet Potato (or 1 Small Butternut Squash)
1 Large Green Apple
1 Can Coconut Milk
1/2 T Coriander Seed
1 t Sea Salt
1 t Cumin Seed
1 t Mustard Seed
1 t Black peppercorns
1 t Tumeric
1 t Cayenne pepper
(You can substitute the above spices with two tablespoons curry powder, but the flavor will not be as strong.)
1 UNRIPE Banana
3 Scallions (Green Onion)
1 Large handful of dry roasted cashews
Greek Yogurt (or whipped coconut milk if doing vegan)Recipe
1) In the past I have wrapped the sweet potato and apple separately in aluminum foil and bake them at 400-450 until they start oozing (usually 20 minutes for apple and 60+ for the sweet potato). Then I let them cool and peel them. However, this is annoying as the sweet potato remains painfully hot for a long time and it is difficult to peel the apply because it is so mushy. My new plan is to peel and cube them first and then cook them, either in foil or on a baking tray lightly coated with oil. I’m open to suggestions here.
2) If you are making your own curry powder, dry roast the coriander, cumin, mustard and peppercorns. Then mix in a small bowl with salt, tumeric, and cayenne.
3) Blend coconut milk and spices in a blender. Then blend in potato and apple. (I use a large high power blender. I don’t know how it would work in an ordinary blender.)
4) Transfer to soup pot on oven, bring to boil for a few minutes, and then let simmer for at least an hour. Preferably, you should let the soup sit in a refrigerator overnight and then re-heat it. (You might want to use less seasoning if you do this.)
5) When ready to serve (soup is in bowls), chop up the banana, slice up scallions, and pulverize cashews. Mix these together and then add them to the soup. Add a dallop of greek yogurt (or whipped coconut milk).
Happy New Year! Despite getting only five hours of sleep last night, I am feeling better than I have in a while—or rather, since the holidays began sucking up all my time. It was like magic today, waking up and going right to yoga, then coming home and having nothing to do but read a story collection for my next translator interview for The Awl. The collection is fantastic to boot, and it’s nice to return to fiction after a little break. And it’s a good hair day! Look! I’m also on my second pot of coffee, which might have something to do with my psyched-ness.
Yesterday, the last day of self-inflicted holiday cooking madness, I baked the Chocolate Galaxy Banana Cheesecake from Vegan Pie in the Sky, part of my incredible Christmas cookbook haul. It was my first time baking any cheesecake, much less a vegan one, so I was quite nervous. It was also not my first go-round with a recipe from this book, since I failed miserably at the chocolate pudding pie for Thanksgiving when it was posted on the Times’ Well blog. The pudding came out delicious; the crust was a total disaster. But I had to do it, because I have been dying for cheesecake for a couple of years now—really! I eventually forced myself to stop eating it when it was constantly causing me, uh, gastrointestinal agita. It hadn’t crossed my mind until going vegan, though, that dairy-free cheesecake was the solution. I wouldn’t have even attempted another pie crust without the food processor I received from my mom last week, which gave me a beautifully fine graham cracker cookie crumb in just a couple of minutes. It looked and smelled delish out of the oven. Step 1 successful.
Then I blended up the filling, which was totally weird! I’ve never used a blender for baking, but I pretty much love it because it’s freaking fail proof. I poured in most of the batter, then got to melting chocolate in my improvised double broiler. I was not proud of my marbling job, but it would have to do. Into the oven it went, and out it came looking totally cheesecake-like and edible. I was apprehensively hopeful.
As it chilled, I set about making the chickpea-quinoa pilaf from Veganomicon. I’m always way more stressed out about cooking actual food for other people than I am about baking. I’m not too intuitive in the kitchen (yet), but being as all my measuring spoons were dirty from the cheesecake and I was holding out on doing any dishes until I was completely done, I ended up just adding the spices willy-nilly, which made me feel like I knew what I was doing.
After that was done, we set out for Queens. I’ve been imposing my healthy living on anyone who will listen with a kind of psychotic determination for a while now, so my friends Stephi and Justin also made some awesome vegan food for us to have a little feast (Scott, my partner, and Tommy, Stephi’s, opted out and got Chinese food; as Tommy noted the other day, their “tastebuds are broken”). It started out with Justin’s intensely delicious sweet-potato-and-coconut-curry soup (recipe to come!). It had a perfectly rendered spice that balanced the sweetness perfectly, and was rich without being overwhelming. I am going to make it as soon as possible, and its deliciousness may have inspired me to experiment with soup in the coming weeks.
Stephi stuffed some balsamic-glazed portobello mushrooms with sauteed spinach, onions, and artichoke. Does that sound like it could be bad? Because I don’t think it could be, and it was a really satisfying center to the meal. My chickpea-quinoa pilaf was okay. It was a bit bland because I added the spices willy-nilly without being a good cook.
We then played a game of Cranium, our old favorite (in the summer of 2006, all my friends and I did was play Cranium, ever), hollered a little when it turned midnight, and then ATE THE CHEESECAKE.
Again, the boys with the broken palates were not partaking, and just me, Stephi, and Justin ate over half of it. The banana flavor was intense, which surprised me—I really thought the chocolate was going to overwhelm it. The crust came out perfectly. It was smooth and rich and mousse-y and totally satisfied my years-long desire for a decadent cheesecake, without being full of gross stuff that makes me sick. There was no better way to ring in 2012: some of my favorite people, eating amazing food (and having my veganism indulged so whole-heartedly!), playing a good game, and not waking up hung-over.
With the New Year almost upon us and me deciding that I don’t need to feel guilty about not posting about just books all the time (a real crisis I had!), I’ve decided to give myself a clean slate. So here is where I’ll be blogging about everything, and over on Tumblr I’ll be feeding in links to my posts and also (as you’ll see) putting Instagram pics and reblogging fancy yoga pictures and keeping track of recipes, etc., etc.—the stuff Tumblr is built for. I won’t be feeding all of anything to Twitter, because I think that would be annoying. I tweet enough as it is. That’s the update.
Taking inspiration from myself and the delicious improvised lunch of quinoa and steamed kale and pear with almonds and cinnamon that I made a couple of weeks ago, I did a variation today. I have no almonds thanks to the Christmas Truffle Extravaganza That We Will Not Speak Of, so I was like, “Where am I gonna get that good fat from? Oh, hey, coconut oil! To go with my coconut water that I’m choking down!” I also have limited prep time. So this was born. There’s some cayenne, salt, and pepper, too. It’s not as delicious as the other variation, but it does its job of being filling. I love pears in savory dishes; they don’t really satisfy me on their own or in desserts. I need bigger sweetness. But that subtlety works to its advantage in a pairing with kale.
I’m usually a compulsive drinker of VitaCoco because I practice hot Vinyasa yoga, but because I got a Whole Foods gift card for Christmas (THANKS, MOM!), I got some of this fancier stuff. It’s SUPER NUTTY. I’ve drank straight from a coconut before. I know what it tastes like. And this is different. There’s an almost gel-like mouthfeel. I like to tell people that everything good for you is an acquired taste, so I will suck this down and drink it if the opportunity arises. Of course, I’m pleased by the fact that it’s organic and raw, but I’ll plan to go to Costco soon for a VitaCoco twelve-pack.
After two days spent drinking the ridiculously delicious BluePrintJuice Green, I’ve returned to the cheaper and somewhat more convenient Wild Thing available made fresh at my local supermarket, Wild By Nature. It’s got kale, celery, carrot, ginger, garlic, and ginseng. It is STRONG. The BluePrintJuice has romaine, celery, cucumber, apple, spinach, kale, parsley, lemon, and ginger. All that adds up to a definitively green but slightly sweet taste that goes down smooth (provided you’re not hooked on processed foods and sugar). This Wild Thing has bite, one that takes getting used to. I usually like to drink my juice in the morning, but didn’t get a chance to run out. Then lunchtime and its attendant stomach growls snuck up on me and I ended up grabbing my favorite panini from La Bottega, the Terra sans cheese. It’s portobello, zucchini, broccoli rabe, and roasted red pepper on whole wheat—delicious and filling without making you feel like there’s a rock in your gut. I figured I’d just pair them up for some intense veg action (as opposed to my usual beverage, uh, water). This is probably blasphemy to hardcore juicers, but when I’m working I need carbs or my brain will stop and then I will get fired and then I won’t be able to afford this insanity. So we make do!
Note Ricky the Cat sniffing my stuff. We don’t properly discipline him, but he has no interest in vegetables anyway. He just wants to sniff.
2011 was a good year for me: I gradually got into a handstand; I gradually became vegan; I started to cook and bake and learn how satisfying it is to use my hands to create something tangible and nourishing; I experienced no tragedy. I’m ending it with overworked hips and an aching back, but I’m learning from that… learning that I need more protein than a regular person, learning that rest does not equal laziness. In 2012, I want to drink green juice every day (success on that front already), meditate daily (working on it), do yoga teacher training (I’ve never saved money for anything in my life), and write more, without expectation (I’ve taken the last two months off). Basically, I want to find a way to balance my time between all the things I love (yoga, food, books) without losing out on anything but without going crazy. Let’s see if it’s possible.
As I’ve grown a lot over the past year, I feel like I’m a different person—a person who cooks, who practices yoga religiously, who enjoys being outside. With all that and the New Year approaching, I wanted to just start fresh, once again. So hello, I’m Alicia.
This post is really, really interesting (as is everything Roxane Gay writes) and I would be linking it even if I weren’t, uh, mentioned in it. I’d love to tackle publishing books on this scale at some point.
Thinking a lot about cannoli. Haven’t had one in too long. This is an old picture of me eating a cannoli and giving Scott shit. Everyone at this party took most of their clothes off because it was really hot.
Unnatural on Flickr.
This is sort of what it looks like from the computer when I sit at my desk. Still growing out the haaaair.
Desk in our new office. on Flickr.
This is my desk situated in the office of our new apartment, complete with coffee, cat, and banana peel. And yes, I have a cupcake calendar! I am a lady who bakes!
To make money, I copyedit recaps of shows like The Bachelor, Gossip Girl, and The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills. To save my soul, I copyedit fiction from tiny presses and review literature in translation.
Early bird. Work in the office, then straight to yoga. (Taken with Instagram at LIRR - Cold Spring Harbor Station)
Coffee became tied to what I called “The Art Life.” I loved to go to diners and drink coffee and try to catch ideas for the work. Coffee has always seemed to facilitate thinking and catching ideas. Not only that, but the flavor of coffee is beyond the beyond good. Even bad coffee is better than no coffee at all.
Proud of my little innovation to keep cupcake liners from getting destroyed. (Taken with instagram)
A favorite chunk of my bookshelves, which now carry so few books! I’m free! (Taken with instagram)
Listening to OK Computer. Laughing about how I often I angrily repeated the “Paranoid Android” lyric, “When I am king, you will be first against the wall” in my head as a 13-year-old.
He was something of an anachronism: a great novelist who was not a great writer.
The Book Bench: In the Labyrinth: A User’s Guide to Bolaño : The New Yorker
Totally wanna beat this dude upppp! Intellectually and with my fists!
As I just Googled “valrhona fair trade,” we can all rest easy knowing I have no real problems.
Well, don’t I feel like the coolest person around. Aira’s ‘Varamo’! In my mailbox! (Taken with instagram)